This is an eating disorder. Crying because a normal meal is placed in front of you and you are told either you eat it or you get a tube down your throat. Eat or you die. You want to die. You want to but your body won’t let you. Your body wants to live . It wants to eat. You want to eat but you’re terrified. You’re terrified because you know that your body is in starvation mode and you’ll gain weight. But you need to. You need to eat . You don’t want this. If you want to lose weight, do it the right way. If you want control or order create a club or join an organization and run as president of it. Get help. Ask for help before it gets bad. You don’t want this.
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this is one of the most powerful things i’ve seen on tumblr regarding eating disorders.